
Early notice about Crescent Beach – Subud Family Gathering (June 19 to 21)



It is with deep sadness and profound gratitude that we share the passing of Rosanna Hille, who left this world peacefully on the evening of 6 March 2026, surrounded by her family.
Born on 13 June 1945, Rosanna lived a life of extraordinary breadth and quiet purpose. In the words of her daughter, Veda: “She was a writer, an artist, a gardener, a devoted mother, and the beloved matriarch of a wide-ranging family.”
To those of us in the Subud community and at Susila Dharma International Association, she was also a founding force — the elected Chair and first Executive Director of SDIA, who shaped the organization with wisdom, vision, and tireless dedication for over a decade.
In her years of illness, Rosanna met each day with the same grace and spiritual surrender that had guided her throughout her life. Her passing is a great loss, and her legacy is a great gift.
A gathering in her name will be held by her family in Vancouver and will be available online. Details to follow.
We extend our deepest love and condolences to her children and all her family and to all who had the privilege of knowing her
Let’s Adopt a Susila Dharma Project
Dear Brothers and Sisters,
One of the ideas that came out of the SD-USA board meeting that I attended 2/19-22 was for each Subud center to “adopt” a project. SD-USA is currently supporting 17 projects along with our dues to SDIA which supports an even broader group of projects world-wide.
I like this idea and wondered if there was anyone else in the group that would like to look at the many projects SD-USA supports and see if there’s 1-2 that they might suggest at our next group meeting on March 22nd for consideration. We’d then vote on the one the group wanted to support and start supporting it.
As an example, the Washington DC group picked Bina Cita Utama (BCU), the Subud School in Kalimantan. The reason they chose this project was that Myriam Ramsey – a former SD-USA board member – championed that project. The group was already giving a monthly donation to SD-USA to support its work. They decided to donate additionally to support BCU.
Anyone interested in being a part of this process of selecting a project for our center, just needs to contact me and I’ll coordinate a selection process via email.
Thanks, Oswald
Current and Past SD-USA Board members

Pictured Top Row: L-R Jane Katz (board member), Andrew Clark (Chair SD-USA), Lucas Boladian (Treasurer), Oswald Norton (former board member), Michael Barber (vice chair SD-USA), Aneesah Hassani (Woman National Helper Laison), Reynold Orchard (Man National Helper Laison) Seated Row: Loretta Covert (board member), Sofia Nicoletti (board member), Fauziyah Ishak (past Chair SD-USA), Mary Salisbury (board member),
From Subud California Newsletter:
To Fast or not to Fast, that is the Question
As you know, Subud is not a religion, and its membership includes people who adhere to a wide range of faiths as well as people who do not practice any religion. Bapak actively supported members practicing their own faiths. He was an Indonesian Muslim who fasted during Ramadan and found the practice very beneficial. He spoke about the practice to Subud members in a number of recorded talks and recommended it as a way to help quiet the “nafsu” (Indonesian for desires). To be clear, this was a suggestion only, and not a requirement for Subud members.
Many religions and spiritual paths have practices that involve fasting, including Ramadan (Islam), Lent (Christianity), and Yom Kippur (Judaism); there are many Buddhist, Hindu, Yogic fasts as well as non-religious fasts. Bapak spoke about how fasting in other traditions has the same benefits, and he recommended members to practice a fast in accordance with their inner feeling.
Many Subud members who have fasted have experienced deep spiritual benefits from it. Many members have never fasted. We do not keep track of who fasts.
Fasting can take many forms, and for Subud members who feel moved to fast, each person determines for themselves how to observe the fast. For instance, some people feel to do the traditional Ramadan fast which includes refraining from food and drink during daylight hours (or 6am to 6pm), as well as refraining from anger, negative thoughts, gossip, and using your eyes in an unkind way. Some members receive to abstain from a particular behavior or thought, but not to engage in the food fast. Some people receive not to fast at all.
If you want to learn more about fasting, please ask any helper or member about their own experiences. There is information available on Subud websites and at most centers. The helpers can also do personal testing with you if you want to explore whether fasting in some manner would be beneficial for you. And please remember, there is no pressure or expectation that Subud members fast.
Dates of the Fasts 2026: Ramadan, February 18 (approximate) to March 19; Lent, February 18 to April 2; Yom Kippur, September 20-21.
Memorial on Saturday, February 14th, 2026, from 4 pm followed by a potluck dinner reception at the Seattle Subud Center (Spring Street Center) at 1101 15th Ave, Seattle, Washington 98122. We plan on streaming service on Zoom. Click here to join.
The main course is being prepared, so no need for main course items. If you wish to bring a side dish, bread, or salad to the memorial service, please sign up using this app. https://www.PerfectPotluck.com/VMNZ9715
Link to signup to attend the memorial service in person here! https://www.eventcreate.com/e/hadidjahgregory
May God in his love and mercy make her passage easy,
Her devoted Husband, Marston Gregory
May God Bless his journey from this world to the next. And be with Danella as she mourns his passing.
He was a great friend to all Subud members and amazing musician. We will miss his humor and music. He’s playing heavenly music now.
A memorial service is planned for April. Details will be provide when the family has them.
I was asked by Julia Hurd to write an article about Subud Greater Seattle and I thought it would be a great opportunity to get some of the oral history of the house and the stories of some Seattle Subud members about how they came to Subud. I made an appointment with longtime member Elisha Gullixson for Monday, July 1, 2013, and heard music upon entering the Subud House. He’s really a gifted musician, as anyone who has seen him play at Menucha knows. Because of our shared love of Jazz, he and I hit it off right away and Jazz is at the core of how Elisha found out about Subud in San Francisco in 1966!
The first segment of our chat begins with more piano, then Elisha discusses how Lloyd Rice, a San Francisco Jazz tenor saxophonist (& spiritual seeker), introduced him to Subud, how he did not like Subud at first and how he and his late wife Ruth decided to come to Seattle. He talks about how the early Subud Seattle members were quite welcoming, including Lawrence and Roseanna Crouse, Bob and Andrea Maynard, Baldwin Anciaux, Kathy Zink and Sebastian and Lorraine Tedrow. Part 1 (8:41)
In segment two Elisha talks about his band of that time, The Sparker Band, a cover band. He discussed the Skymont Subud community in Virginia, the Subud committee roles he has held since moving here (he’s currently Vice-Chair), how he dropped out from Subud for ten years, investigating Christianity, the parallels between that tradition and the latihan and how the latihan has changed his life over the years. Part 2 (10:41)
In part three Elisha talks about his hedonistic life before committing to a latihan practice, an early failed marriage, the similarities between latihan and improvisation (how the latihan is like playing a tune), the last days of his late wife Ruth and how her latihan practice helped her transition into the afterlife. Part 3 (7:58)
In the final segment, Elisha discusses the fears that Subud membership is aging and dying off, how he long ago gave up the effort to try and solve all his issues with his intelligence alone and his thoughts about the current situation with the Subud House (like a living, breathing member of the group supplying sustenance) and the vibrancy of the current Subud membership. He ended the chat with more of his piano playing. (Blue Monk). Part 4 (9:58)
Michael and I have been discussing with Marius having a local area Kedjiwaan Gathering potluck at his house this spring. With Honora being in the area from February 9 on, we’ve settled on Monday, February 16, at Marius’ house. Julia is bringing soup or a side dish, Michael will do a main dish. The details are below.
KEDJIWAAN GATHERING – FORMER BSV MEMBERS & OTHERS
Please RSVP to Julia at hurdjulia@gmail.com with copy to me at bluebear@wavecable.com.
Looking forward to seeing you there.
Serena
General Meeting and Testing for Chair this Sunday, January 25, 2026. Spring Street Center Subud House, Seattle.
Last Sunday, Women and men gathered together for our kejiwaan afternoon. We all benefitted from the wonderful food and testing sessions that followed. Some are hoping we can do this more often.
Agenda for this Sunday:
Quiet time: 11:30AM,
Latihan: 11:45AM to 12:15PM.
Lunch and General Session 12:30-1PM including:
Thanks to Adira Padilla out outgoing chair:
After two years of dedicated service to Subud Greater Seattle, Adira Padilla will have served the office term to which she originally committed in 2024.
Candidates – Please pre-test
Center and regional helpers are willing to test with members willing to explore their capacity, willingness and ability to serve as the next chairperson after the latihan this coming Sunday.
The term of office is 2 years, ending in 2028. We depend upon the willingness of one another to serve as committee members and helpers to help meet the outer and inner needs of our group.
Please be receptive to considering your own ability to serve and put your name forward if you are willing to test or serve ina committee position in the coming term.
All Subud members, (especially those in the Pacific Northwest and the Greater Seattle vicinity), are invited to participate.
We plan to end at 4PM depending on the needs of the members.
This seems pertinent to our present times!
A provisional rendering by Sharif Horthy of the Talk given by Bapak on May 26, 1976, during the meeting of the Compact World Council, at Kenfield Hall, U.K.
Brothers and sisters, from the reports that Bapak has heard, that we all have heard from the various zones from Central Europe down to Africa and America, it is very evident that the reason why Subud has not progressed, or is still slow in progressing, both in terms of the organization and the kejiwaan, is largely due to the conditions prevailing in world at the moment. These are as Bapak described earlier today, that it is really true that at this moment the situation in the world is one where God is testing man. It is a time of test for man in that everywhere men are forced to undergo a situation which is chaotic, so that men are forced to live, no matter where men live in the world today, they are forced to live and undergo situations that are in the nature of chaos. And the reason for this is that the greed of man in the world at the moment has reached a kind of peak, as man’s intelligence or cleverness has also reached a kind of peak. Why is it that the result of man’s intelligence reaching a peak is chaos? The reason is that this cleverness, or this intelligence that Bapak is referring to, is a cleverness which is entirely motivated by the nafsu, by heart and mind and by the lower forces. In other words, being of a cleverness that comes only from the heart and mind, it is something that is influenced by the nafsu, by the lower forces which have their abode in the heart and mind, so that everything that man does with his cleverness which he has developed has always the result of ruining something for other people. No matter what man obtains, what result man obtains from his labors, nowadays it is used immediately to make chaos in someone else’s place, in a place other than where the person is who is doing it, whether it is in the form of provoking or trying to wage war, or making trouble in some other way. And this is one of the reasons why Subud cannot, in fact, progress at present in the way that we would hope, because indeed this is the situation throughout the world, and it is by the will of God that man, at this moment is forced to undergo a state of general chaos. Another reason is clearly the situation of money or the economy, which is certainly on the way down and this is very evident. Of course, it is most evident if you hear reports from South Africa and South America and the northern part of Africa, but it is also the case in countries like the United States. For example, in the past, the United States thought of itself as a place where they had a surplus whereby they could help other people in other countries, and they could even export things or export ways of doing things to other countries, so that people who received these things would be able to organize themselves better than before, now, it is just the opposite, that people in the United States are finding all sorts of things happening to them which are not at all what they had anticipated or hoped for. So, it is clear that all these things are happening in the world and there is a general instability, and this instability is, of course, felt also in the Subud organization and in the progress of our Subud organization. In other words, we do not experience stability. Now in this situation we have to be aware that we have received the grace of God Almighty whereby we have received the latihan kejiwaan, and to some extent we are already able to be aware of the guidance of God Almighty within us. So if you compare your situation now, when you certainly feel the condition of the world around you, with how you would have felt before you received the latihan kejiwaan, you will be able to understand that you are not as worried or as upset as you would have been before you were opened. If you remember how you were at that time, if you imagine to yourselves having to face the situation we are facing now, as you were at that time, you will understand that the suffering that you experience would be more than suffering and you would be in the situation of most people today, that they are not only suffering, but they are, as it were, at their wits’ end. Whereas, in your situation you are somewhat detached from it and able to view it as something normal. You are able to maintain your equilibrium.