General Meeting and Testing for Chair this Sunday, January 25, 2026. Spring Street Center Subud House, Seattle.

Last Sunday, Women and men gathered together for our kejiwaan afternoon. We all benefitted from the wonderful food and testing sessions that followed. Some are hoping we can do this more often.

Agenda for this Sunday:
Quiet time: 11:30AM,
Latihan: 11:45AM to 12:15PM.
Lunch and General Session 12:30-1PM including:

• Minutes of last meeting
• Treasurer’s Report for 2025
• Testing for chair and vice chair 1PM until finish

Thanks to Adira Padilla out outgoing chair:
After two years of dedicated service to Subud Greater Seattle, Adira Padilla will have served the office term to which she originally committed in 2024.

Candidates – Please pre-test
Center and regional helpers are willing to test with members willing to explore their capacity, willingness and ability to serve as the next chairperson after the latihan this coming Sunday.

The term of office is 2 years, ending in 2028. We depend upon the willingness of one another to serve as committee members and helpers to help meet the outer and inner needs of our group.

Please be receptive to considering your own ability to serve and put your name forward if you are willing to test or serve ina committee position in the coming term.

All Subud members, (especially those in the Pacific Northwest and the Greater Seattle vicinity), are invited to participate.

We plan to end at 4PM depending on the needs of the members.

This seems pertinent to our present times!

A provisional rendering by Sharif Horthy of the Talk given by Bapak on May 26, 1976, during the meeting of the Compact World Council, at Kenfield Hall, U.K.

Brothers and sisters, from the reports that Bapak has heard, that we all have heard from the various zones from Central Europe down to Africa and America, it is very evident that the reason why Subud has not progressed, or is still slow in progressing, both in terms of the organization and the kejiwaan, is largely due to the conditions prevailing in world at the moment.  These are as Bapak described earlier today, that it is really true that at this moment the situation in the world is one where God is testing man. It is a time of test for man in that everywhere men are forced to undergo a situation which is chaotic, so that men are forced to live, no matter where men live in the world today, they are forced to live and undergo situations that are in the nature of chaos. And the reason for this is that the greed of man in the world at the moment has reached a kind of peak, as man’s intelligence or cleverness has also reached a kind of peak. Why is it that the result of man’s intelligence reaching a peak is chaos? The reason is that this cleverness, or this intelligence that Bapak is referring to, is a cleverness which is entirely motivated by the nafsu, by heart and mind and by the lower forces. In other words, being of a cleverness that comes only from the heart and mind, it is something that is influenced by the nafsu, by the lower forces which have their abode in the heart and mind, so that everything that man does with his cleverness which he has developed has always the result of ruining something for other people. No matter what man obtains, what result man obtains from his labors, nowadays it is used immediately to make chaos in someone else’s place, in a place other than where the person is who is doing it, whether it is in the form of provoking or trying to wage war, or making trouble in some other way. And this is one of the reasons why Subud cannot, in fact, progress at present in the way that we would hope, because indeed this is the situation throughout the world, and it is by the will of God that man, at this moment is forced to undergo a state of general chaos. Another reason is clearly the situation of money or the economy, which is certainly on the way down and this is very evident. Of course, it is most evident if you hear reports from South Africa and South America and the northern part of Africa, but it is also the case in countries like the United States. For example, in the past, the United States thought of itself as a place where they had a surplus whereby they could help other people in other countries, and they could even export things or export ways of doing things to other countries, so that people who received these things would be able to organize themselves better than before, now, it is just the opposite, that people in the United States are finding all sorts of things happening to them which are not at all what they had anticipated or hoped for. So, it is clear that all these things are happening in the world and there is a general instability, and this instability is, of course, felt also in the Subud organization and in the progress of our Subud organization. In other words, we do not experience stability. Now in this situation we have to be aware that we have received the grace of God Almighty whereby we have received the latihan kejiwaan, and to some extent we are already able to be aware of the guidance of God Almighty within us. So if you compare your situation now, when you certainly feel the condition of the world around you, with how you would have felt before you received the latihan kejiwaan, you will be able to understand that you are not as worried or as upset as you would have been before you were opened. If you remember how you were at that time, if you imagine to yourselves having to face the situation we are facing now, as you were at that time, you will understand that the suffering that you experience would be more than suffering and you would be in the situation of most people today, that they are not only suffering, but they are, as it were, at their wits’ end. Whereas, in your situation you are somewhat detached from it and able to view it as something normal. You are able to maintain your equilibrium.

A dear sister, Pilar Walsh, passed away on Tuesday, December 16, 2025. She lived over the
years in many places, including Hawaii, California, and Washington state, where she spent her
final days. She was a dedicated Subud member for over 50 years. Pilar’s creative spirit
expressed itself in her writing, dancing, singing, jewelry-making, and acting.
Pilar’s daughter Amalia Moore posted this tribute to her mom on Facebook:
“…She courageously endured a long journey with cancer but continued to inspire us all
with her many talents, art, writing, and jewelry. I witnessed first-hand the joy it brought
her to receive all your messages of love, prayers, memories, and support this last year.
It has been one of the greatest honors of my life to hold her hand and love her as she
peacefully transitioned to be with her angels and Beloved God. …”
Along with many of her friends, I remember Pilar with love. Pilar embodied true appreciation
of the arts, generosity, determination, and hopefulness.
-Rayma Norton

 I am having total knee replacement surgery tomorrow (12/11/25) and am asking for everyone’s prayers and positive thoughts, for an A+++ stellar surgery and a speedy recovery.

Also, visits and food (if anyone is available) would be most welcome.

Thank you,

Halimah Bellows

When I was opened 26 years ago at Rocky Gap, immediately after my first latihan—an experience I’ll never forget—I felt compelled to return to my hotel room, lace up my sneakers, and run for hours in over 100°F heat around the lake at Cumberland Gap, Maryland—much of it off-trail and through ravines. I wasn’t a runner then, though I became one later. The entire time I ran, my inner voice said, “Allah, Allah, Allah.” Even when I’d stop, focus, and try to say something else it would just come out, “Allah, Allah, Allah.” At that moment, I knew that I needed to experience this so that I would never forget that God and the latihan are real.

I couldn’t have had that experience—or countless others—if people like you hadn’t donated their time and money to organize gatherings and support helper travel. I know I owe Subud far more than I give, so I’m grateful for the nudge that got me to serve on the committee. I’m a full-time dad, full-time CEO, and Chair of Subud USA, and I can say with complete honesty that the more I give to Subud in both time and money, the lighter, easier, and more fulfilling life becomes. The company I started, Noxgear, has become an unexpected success as an international brand with a devoted following. The latihan has guided my work, not through testing, but through how I move, think, and feel as I do it.

That’s why I’m writing today to ask for your help. As someone who is equally committed to supporting Subud, I wonder how you might write this letter to members inviting donations. (It turns out that serving as Chair doesn’t automatically make me an expert fundraiser.)

I might want to understand the impact of my past donations—and why I should continue to give. But in truth, what compels me to donate each year is actually this one question: “Where would I be without the latihan?” It is without a doubt the most important part of my life, not only because I attribute many of my outward successes to the guidance it’s given me, but because of the experience itself. It is real and beyond anything I could have imagined.

Practically speaking, your donation makes it possible for others to experience the gift of the latihan. It supports the gatherings that take time, money, and effort to organize and helps our National Helpers travel across the country to serve our members. It also sustains our essential operations as a charitable organization, including the creation of a national database and directory, our member communications, and makes possible travel for delegates to the World Congress. Your donations also support similar Subud work internationally, including the WSA Archives.

We need your help to prepare for the future—not only for the changing needs of our members but for the next chapter: Subud’s rapid growth. As Bapak explained, “This Subud is not an endeavor made by human beings. It is the grace of the One Almighty God.” I can’t influence Subud’s growth in the same way I might as a CEO (and what a relief that is). From what I’ve heard in conversations across the country, humanity is asking for exactly what we receive in the latihan, and this is being echoed on prominent podcasts. I believe these voices could become a channel through which Subud experiences rapid growth. As Bapak said, one day soon Subud may need to open and support millions of people. We must begin preparing now, and your support makes that possible.

With gratitude,

Simon Curran
Chair, Subud USA

A memorial is planned for around 100 days from her passing on February 14th, 2026, from 4 pm with service followed by a dinner reception at the Seattle Subud Center (Spring Street Center) at 1101 15th Ave, Seattle, Washington 98122.

Please RSVP on this website. Please bring a side-dish or dessert to share. We plan on streaming service on Zoom.

May God in his love and mercy make her passage easy,

Her devoted Husband, Marston Gregory

Link to the memorial information here!  https://www.eventcreate.com/e/hadidjahgregory